How Much is the Kioh Lung in the Window?

I'm getting my hopes up again. It's painful to want something so bad, but to know it probably isn't going to happen and there's nothing you can do about it. Story of my life really, but it doesn't make it hurt any less each time it happens.

He told me he'd try, that he'd get things together and give it a shot; just two weeks later, he's forgotten who I am. Why do I even bother? I don't know what to do.